Time Flies

Tomorrow is my sister's birthday. I can't believe she's going to be 14...that blows my mind. I forget how old she is all the time, I treat her like shes my age. And on top of her turning 14 she's also going to be a Freshmen in highschool. Wow. It feels like yesterday I was going to be a Freshmen, and now I'm going to be a Junior. It's kind of funny how the slower you want time to go the faster it goes...and the faster you want time to go the slower it goes. It kinda makes me want to mess with fate and pretend that I want time to fly by when in actuality I wish it would just slow down so I can have a second to take all these changes in.

I feel like I'm growing up a lot, I feel like I look older too. That's kind of weird for me...I was looking at baby pictures earlier today and it feels like time just flies. I was also just looking at colleges for the hell of it? That freaks me out a lot. Even tho I am just checking everything out its crazy that I find myself doing that now. Growing up scares me a bit...I just like being a dumb teenager so much I hope I like being a stupid adult just as much. I probably won't tho...paying the mortgage just doesn't seem fun to me. Oh well, it's the little things in life that matter most anyway.

Good Night :)
Happy Early Birthday Maris, I love you (: