In 'Like'

What's the point of saying "I'm in like with you"?
Are you saying it because you feel that it's too early to say love? Or maybe because the word 'love' is too serious of a word? Even though you'll end up saying it anyway.

I don't understand why people say that they're in 'like' with someone? What is that? The step right before they're in love? Or are they in love and they don't want to admit it? Or do they feel like they're in love but they don't know how the other person feels and they don't want to scare them away? Or are you just having a hard time coming to terms with the fact that you could be in love? Or maybe you don't want to be judged by other people so you don't want to say 'love' yet.

I just don't understand the point of saying "I'm in like with you".

I feel like it's kind of a disappointing thing to say...I mean I'm glad you like me, but I like a lot of things...I like chocolate, rain, my dog, Fridays, the smell of Lowes, my friends. Saying that your in 'like' with someone sounds so..uncertain, dull, scared, and just disappointing.

Maybe people say it because they lack the proper words for how they are feeling because I feel like there are more steps then just liking someone and loving someone. I know there are more steps than that.

Moon Rays and Rainy Days

Whenever I get lonely, thinking about people I miss. I find it really comforting to hear the rain on my roof or to look out at the sky and see the moon and realize that the same rain had to hit them before it came to me...and to realize that the same moon shines over them at the exactly same time.

These thoughts just help me feel closer I guess.

This Is Where I'm At 2

You know how someone can make you the happiest person in the world? But they not only have the ability to make you laugh until you cry they also have the power to frustrate you till no end?


That's where I'm at right now. I love how you make me happy but I love how we fight, I love that we stand up for each other, we push each other. I think that's good I think people need to push each other. I love that we don't take each others crap. I love that when we fight, we fight. And when we love, we love.


This is where I've been, this is where I'll always be at.

This Is Where I'm At 1

You know that "Wow I desperately miss this person" feeling? The one where it causes you pain, physical pain because you just can't bare to go through another bad day without a reassuring hug? I don't even know how the pain part goes about happening, but it does.

This is where I'm at right now.

I'm at the point where I struggle with the decision of talking or sleeping, because if I sleep at least I can see you and for a little while it feels like we're together which is the best feeling...being together. Being so freaking happy all the time, smiling so much my face hurts..and I love that feeling. I love that I can be so happy that it hurts to smile and laugh.

You know the feeling of being lost? Or uncertainty? Because you just don't know what to expect all of a sudden and your kind of nervous because your rock isn't around at the moment? Because you have nothing to lean on?

That's where I'm at right now, when I'm not happy as I can be I'm just kind of roaming through this fog of uncertainty and nervousness because when I don't have you by my side I get kind of nervous I guess. I guess I'm nervous because your my protector...and when you aren't there to protect it's nerve-racking because now anything can touch me, and not only are you my protector but your my rock, your what I lean on when things get to me. Your more than my protector and my rock, and my crappy day pick-me-up.

You're my hero, you're my best friend.