Growing Up

I realized the other day that within the next 10 years I could be married maybe with a kid, maybe not, I mean it all kind of depends. But...within the next 10 years there is a very good chance that I'm going meet the person that I'm gonna  marry and have that kid with, I could already know them. That blows my mind. It scares the crap out of me because I just wanna relax and be a stupid kid right now but to think that in the next decade I could be a dumb kid having a kid? Wow. 

It's also insane that kids in my grade are getting their licenses. I remember when we all played no touch gravel tag together on the playground and now we're driving around. The idiots in my grade are driving on the freaking road, that's scary and so exciting at the same time. We're also gonna be Juniors this year, I remember when we were getting showed around the middle school, and the highschool and now we're in the home stretch of highschool. We're all gonna start looking at colleges soon if we haven't already. Life is so exciting and so scary right now and I love every second of it.

Life is hard to keep up with right now, but at the same time it's so good.