It's weird how much someone can affect your life. When your in the moment and when your not thinking about how much they mean to you, and then it hits you when they leave. And it hurts, its like a blow to the stomach. You know...when your breath gets taken away? I'm not just talking about any person that doesn't mean that much, I'm talking about people that make you smile just by looking at them. People that pick you up when your down, and these people don't have to be boyfriends...most of the time they aren't, most of the time they're just simply friends. It hurts when these people leave and then come back months later, because the reason that they had to leave isn't there anymore, so they come back. And then you have to decide if your going to take them back. I wish people could just take their shoes off and stay in my life for a little while. It seems like a lot of people come in and out of it.
I wish the people that were going to be in my life wore a little button or something, that way I would know which people I should spend time with, and which people it would be okay to open up to. Because without that button, you don't really know...and you have to trust, and sometimes that trust gets thrown in your face. And it burns.
Life is good at keeping you on your toes. There are very few things in life that don't change. Some friendships don't change, some people are always and will always be there for you. But a lot of people won't, even when you think they will be. So find the people that have always been there for you, and make sure they aren't going any where any time soon. Because when life throws you another curve ball, your going to need someone to lean on.
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