Sunday, February 6, 2011

I'm Just a Girl, Trying Not to Lose it.

Sometimes, i just need to know that no matter what you say...or how you act. That no matter what, I'm still your number one. Sometimes, I can't be the one that reassures me. Sometimes I need you to do it, because sometimes when jokes are said it kills my confidence. And sometimes I lose my confidence and become vulnerable. I don't like being vulnerable. So I get upset, and scared, and I look for some help from you, so you can give me that confidence boost I need to bring me back. Just understand this:

I'm just a girl, and girls need confidence boosts. We all like to think that we are more confident with ourselves then what we actually are. And sometimes we lose it.

I'm just a girl, and girls need to know that they are loved. We never get tired of hearing how much you love us.

I'm just a girl, and girls need to know when we're missed. If you miss us, you have to let us know because we don't just assume that you do.

I'm just a girl, and girls go by what you tell us. If you don't tell us things because you think we just know...we will think that you just don't feel that way at all.

I'm just a girl, and girls like to feel like they are the only ones that make you feel that way. We don't want to feel like the way we feel is one-sided. Girls don't get tired of hearing about how much you care about us.

I'm just a girl, and girls are more insecure then they like to admit. We don't like to vulnerable, we are fragile things, and need to hear you say nice things to us...because girls forget, constantly.

I try to get a grip and not be such a girl for you. But sometimes I lose it.


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