But you know what's worse than the 'dirt has more meaning than me' feeling? The feeling you get after the person you care about makes you feel even worse. You know; when the thing that comes out of their mouth confirmed that dirt does actually have more meaning to them then you.
Yeah that sucks. Really really bad. It sucks because no one should ever feel like dirt is worth more than them, and someone shouldn't ever confirm this persons feelings. Especially when they're your number one. Because them being your number one means that they mean a lot to you. So you shouldn't have to go seeking help from numbers two and three because number one left you to crash and burn.
When your at your all time low, it's interesting who you turn to. It's interesting who you trust will be able to give you the pick-me-up you need...and then it's even more interesting when your number one lets you crash and burn because their 'busy'...and they just can't take one second...one flipping second from what they're doing to help you. And the real kicker is that they are your number one. So...aren't you suppose to be their number one also?
I mean...when someone is my number one, I make sure that I always have one ity bity second to help them with anything that may be bothering them. How hard is it to return that favor? I don't think it's too much to ask.
That's all people really want I think...people just want to be treated how they treat other people. People don't want to feel like dirt, and they don't want to feel like dirt means more than they do. People want to be loved, and respected.
How hard is that?
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